I have come to realize that. I can't imagine being satisfied with myself. Have >>1 ever gotten that kind of feeling >>1? Now, I feel good. It's not so bad to not have found my ideal self. I can have fun searching for that.
I'll look forward to the time when I can feel good about myself for while. Everything I see, I'll get, bite, and take those experiences into myself.
I have decided that my lifestyle has not been leading towards anything. I will quit that habit for while to see what happens.
Since I have started to get to know myself, many possibilities have become more realistic. This town is starting to look interesting again.
I feel the freedom I may find in the future will be very exciting, and will be hard to understand with the word "Freedom". Have you found >>1self yet? We all do our best until we feel good.
